The subversive etymology of this prescription name takes me by surprise.  I always assumed it was spelled Aderol. It’s basically a time-released crack pill and the name they came up with is ADDerALL. Were they deliberately attacking the early 20s college psyche or was this a ploy toward creating super-villain masterminds. I’m high as fuck right now so it’s likely my analytical thinking is slightly hyper-focused. Seriously. The marketing brain there is worse than Prozac. In a perfect world, people are only prescribed medications that they actually need to take.  Recreational drugs are a different category.

A person that stopped speaking to me spoke to me today. The statue of limitations for being an asshole must have expired and he tried to make nice. I had a crush on him 8 months ago. He said he’s not always good with the strain of socializing and sometimes he doesn’t handle it that gracefully. I took a hit off my bat and said, “I just assumed you’re a regular asshole.” Acknowledging the truth of my statement, he is nonplussed. A summary of our brief acquaintance.

I went on a date with someone that’s eager to learn. I am still training as a teacher but it’s not too early to make appointments. I have a full week of income next week and my next investment is tactile. I need to find out how much I like fucking assholes and it takes more than one to make a quality evaluation. There are definite psychological advantages in practicing on older men. They are more receptive to the sensation and aroused by my dominance. Younger men have a coyness that comes with youth. The slight feeling of violation that makes the tryst so sexy.